No Time To Feel Anything

My minds full of confusion
Nothing makes sense
My heart�s made the conclusion
I can�t trust anyone hence
My life has been like death
With anger and with hate
I would take my last breath
But I�m scared and so I wait
They wish that I were perfect
Without even a flaw
instead I�m one big defect
The word for me is �blah�
I�m one big disappointment
no one understands
While I�m disposing every minute
As I look for outreached hands
I would love to get away
Leave this world so far behind
But I�m still here, I stay
Look to see and yet I�m blind
My life has been like death
with anger and with hate
I would take my last breath
But I�m scared and so I wait
I cannot see a thing
In this dark depressing hole
I can hear a distant ring
It�s getting late, I have to go